When it hurts so bad

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Let me fly fly...

Let me fly fly,
with no fears,
Let me soar above the clouds,
and shred my tears.

I was brought in axile,
by my own peers,
Let me know the fact,
that brought me here.

I've been standing on the grounds,
of moving soil,
Let me drop my anchor,
and face the trial.

There were days that i feel,
I could have changed,
Now, I thrive for the times,
I failed to make.

Now, I stand with my anchor,
in this moving soil,
And, I hope to make up,
for the times I've spoilt.

Let me fly fly,
with no fears,
Let me soar above the clouds,
and shred my tears.

I want to change these times,
because i care,
I am searching for an answer,
C'mon help me here. . . . .

From where i see...

"From where i see under the morning sun,
Looking at past times n thinking could it be more fun. "

Sitting in the bus through the window that glared,
I see the road beneath passing by,
It changes into a timeline on constant stare,
with stills from the past underneath my eyes.

Revisiting the times both good and bad,
Sometimes i was crazy n sometimes mad,
It brings a smile on my face,
Revisiting those times in all there grace.

At first i thought it was a result of feeling bored,
Having deleted all the songs the previous day,
Then i made a comparison between my life and the road,
N Found some similarities along the way.

My life has been like an urban indian highway,
With only a very few bumps along the way.

But Now I am heading towards a road block pretty soon,
And have to diverge to a bumpy suburban way.
With some tough times to come and help me groom,
With almighty's blessing i'll reach another highway.

"From where i see under the morning sun,
Looking at past times n thinking could it be more fun....."

What If Life !!!

What if life only lasted a day,
Do you think we'd appreciate it better?
What if life was like hell,
Do you think we would dream?
About a life like we have now?
What if in life we had everything,
Do you think it would get boring?
Why want another life?
Your life is perfect already....