Happy Birthday Papa

Its been a very long time since I wrote a post here. Today its gonna be a short post just for you dad,  i will try to capture a memory that still comes in front of my eyes every single day.


I wake up every morning and when I look out of the window I see kids being dropped at school by there dad's....
I really miss those days when you used to drop me at school... specially the days when I did not feel like going to school... I still remember how I will get ready sluggishly so that I miss the school bus....but still Mom would ask you to drop me at school as I wud have already taken some  8-10 leaves that month :P :P...
Once we would reach school I would get out of the car and start moving towards the school gate slowly and lazily.... and seeing me walking so lazily you would call me from behind " Harry, ki gal jana nai ?? and then I will just look back and then you'll say chal aaja wapis chaliye chad rehan de :) :) :) :) :)... miss u dad and miss those days, love u !!!

I still feel like a little child when I look into your eyes. If I can be even half of the person you are, I will consider myself to be an extraordinary human being. Thanks for showing me the way, dad.
Happy Birthday! Papa

The 12 o'clock story

12 O'clock, the Sikhs go out of their senses - The reality !


Nadir Shah raided Delhi in the year 1739 and looted Hindustan and was carrying lot of Hindustan treasures and nearly 2200 Hindu women along with him. The news spread like a fire and was heard by Sardar Jassa Singh who was the Commander of the Sikh army at that time. He decided to attack Nadir Shah's Kafila on the same midnight. He did so and rescued all the Hindu women and they were safely sent to their homes.

It didn't happen only once but thereafter whenever any Abdaalis or Iranis had attacked and looted Hindustan and were trying to carry the treasures and Hindu women along with them for selling them in Abdal markets, the Sikh army although fewer in numbers but were brave hearted and attacked them at midnight, 12 O'clock and rescued women.

After that time when there occurred a similar incidence, people started to contact the Sikh army for their help and Sikhs used to attack the raider's at Midnight, 12 O'clock. Nowadays, some "oversmart people" have spread these words that at 12 O'clock, the Sikhs go out of their senses. Next time anyone uses these words they better interpret what it means.

You got me crazy

You got me crazy,
you got me head over heels...wo. wo. wo.
Am waiting for d day,
that we share the same feel..ye he he.....
you got me crazy,
you got me head over heels...wo. wo. wo.

There's something in ur voice,
baby there's something in ur smile, wo. wo. wo.
That makes me fall for u
May be its just your pure style....ye he ye ye

You got me crazy,
you got me head over heels...wo. wo. wo
Am waiting for d day,
that we share the same feel..ye he he.....
you got me crazy,
you got me head over heels...wo. wo.wo

The moments that i spent with u
Are the moments of my life, wo. wo. wo
I was waiting for these to happen,
And that to for awile, ye he ye

You got me crazy,
you got me head over heels...wo. wo. wo.
Am waiting for d day,
that we share the same feel..ye he he.....
you got me crazy,
you got me head over heels...wo. wo.wo.

I am waiting for the day..... that we share the same feel .... ye he he he he

Girl You're the one i adore

Girl You're the one i adore,
Girl you're the one that i desire.
Since the moment i saw you on the stairs,
In your glittering white attire...
Girl You're the one i adore,
Girl you're the one that i desire.... desire...


The next moment i saw you on the stage,
Sitting wright there on that chair,
I couldn't help myself to gaze, I knew
You're the one, that i Require...
Girl You're the one i adore,
Girl you're the one that i desire... desire...

And since that day what all i do,
Is just to keep thinking of you,
Cause you and i are made babe,
You and I are made for each other...
Girl You're the one i adore,
Girl you're the one that i desire.... desire...

You just came and hit me like a blow,
And since then burn inside like a fire,
I can't hold back cause i know,
You're the one i wanna acquire...

Girl You're the one i adore,
Girl you're the one that i desire.
Since the moment i saw you on the stairs,
In your glittering white attire...
Girl You're the one i adore,
Girl you're the one that i desire... desire... desire...

When it hurts so bad

When it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,
but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.

You know how I feel about you,
and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,
but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.

Right now this distance between us is out of our control,
but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Smitten --> and now??

As on 23 Nov,

Well this post is all about emotions, no editing no cutting.. whatever flows in goes in… A true straight from the heart types :P ...

(for mozilla users turn on speakers related music onn...)

So here it goes:

It's just different … I am under some influence or is it just that i am feeling captivated...or have I been “smitten” , every other time i am just thinking about the same thought.. it has covered me up… it has just taken control of every sense of mine… but I have tried resisting it...I have not even surrendered myself to it, looks like am fighting a fight that I just don’t seem to win...for the first time in my life, i have undergone such a feeling...all my principles just seem to have had gone into a partial sleep... I don’t feel like running for it now… my pace has fallen, as if now I am sure I need it... Its amazing when you only see what takes you towards your wish for, and always skip those which will drive you away... isn't it ?
“The secret” is itself implemented.

The only visual coming to my mind is of the scenes of the movie “Definitely, Maybe” , where I can see visuals of Reynolds i.e “will” letting the girl “april” know why he did not return that much cherished book to her, an year ago. Which meant like everything to her cause it was a gift from her late dad.

Scene :
Will Hayes: I kept the book...
April: Yeah?
Will Hayes: Because it was the only thing that I had left of you.

A similar feeling is running all through me, for the first time in my life am feeling helpless. I just don’t want to loose the least I have , I certainly cannot afford to do that. The only saviour I see rite now is the almighty, just hoping he will see me through this as well just as he’s done it all my life and I hope he considers the purity in my heart to decide whether he’s gonna leave me on the shore or take me through…

All this while i've been asking him for signs, n ya he's not dissapointed me. I've got signs within hours only to ma discomfort, these have been signs too difficult to decode... My side is not a gud one to be at, presently...

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New addition: - listen to this man they've described what i wanted to...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJtcf4myGBU

Could i guess it ??

I just recalled something today, that too after hearing the name of one of my most favorite teacher at college, yes you can start guessing ? …. Well it was a day that brings a smile on my face whenever I think about it, it was something I won’t call ethically wright but I loved each and every moment of it….

This happened during the days we were organizing ACE conference in our college, we being in the core committee were so busy, and were roaming all around doing bits and pieces of the leftover work. The story starts of here: Sahil comes to me and says “ajaa print out kadne ne last lab cho”, I said “I I, sir" just to sound funny. So we walk up to the lab and start off, taking out the prints. It is then that I discovered that one of our teacher was sitting on a PC abt 14 feet from us i.e roughly 5 PC’s in between, so I said “Good afternoon mam” and got an expected reply followed by a sentence “Tanuvir, have we done 'this and this' topics” in class yet ( I don’t remember what they were neither did I knew had we done them or not :P), so I looked up to sahil who said “Yes, mam”. Just then I added “Mam, are you setting our 2nd sessional paper ?”, “Yes”, she said. That was it and we resumed to take our printouts, meanwhile mam had to rush out for some urgent work.

Sahil says, ”Oye the PC is still on ”, “Which one” I said.
“laloo, the one mam was using”, “ooo” I added.
So he goes upto the PC only to find that its been locked with a password, so we carry on our work…

After sometime, mam came back with phone in one of her hand and sat down to logon. I just glared at her keyboard and because she was typing the password with one hand, I got too see much more than I should have had got to. This is how she typed in, a key at centre followed by 3-4 keys towards the top left i.e qwerty corner of the keyboard followed by a key near to enter. I looked at the keyboard in front of me and tried to figure it out what could it be ??? Try yourself before proceeding :P ….

First key: should be 1 of “fghj”.
2345: towards top left i.e qwerty.
6: a key near to enter, in the middle.

It did not take me long to figure out some guesses, I just tried to hit akey in centre of keyboard without looking at it and it was 'g', so I started of with a ‘g’ then thought the three four keys could be wera , cause q did not sound too cool ... lol :P , some reshuffling and it looked like a Punjabi jatt clan, reshuffling: “rewa” followed by a “l” i.e a key close to enter. So the password seemed to be “Grewal”. Just as I figured it out I realized mam had already gone out for some work, it was only me and sahil in that room now.

I said, ”Sahil , I just think I figured out mam’s password when she was typing”, “Are you kidding” the reply, then I told him all the logics I applied and what I had seen, he says ”Go ahead and try I will watchout”. So, here we go: I type in “grewal” and bang Windows comes up, write there in the centre of the screen is the file that says “___-2nd-sess.doc”, OMG I was so aesthetic to see that, I can’t just put it in words, a feeling of satisfaction like I had achieved an unachievable thing crept in. Though it was just an internal paper and considering I had never scored below 95% in any subject taught by that vary teacher, it still felt great and it still feels great today too.

So, I call up sahil who was actually amazed at this and I copied the file to his pendrive, we then locked the PC and started of with our work again. Now, Sahil says “Take print out of the paper as well when all the prints are done”, “Are you nuts I said, if it is found in some print history or something then?” , “Do you think anyone will be able to take it out of the history or is intelligent enough to do that or will have any thoughts of it ?? ”, “No", I said so we took out two prints (you would know many of our papers at college are half a page) i.e 2 on a page so 4 prints" and we are “off”… One went with sahil which was further shared between “manan and sahil”, one went with me ie “me and prince”, after that where was it circulated I don’t know, but I didn’t use much of it cause the paper almost covered all the taught topics :P, but it was an experience to cherish, "for long for sure"..

IT WAS ALL FOR FUN, I HAD NO SUCH INTENTIONS :P